he would not tell the truth because it will set him free. I will set him free, with ease, . Sohe decieves until sympathy is concieved in me
It feels lonely at the top, not the kind of lonely that no ones around, but the kind that no one understands, because you are there all by yourself
I am not saying I am perfect. I have had my fare share of misbehaviors, lust, crushes, hot flashes for other guys. but it only went that far as a thought. maybe because I didnt have the opportunity or maybe because God would not let me get tempted more than I can resist.
I love him. I love him. I love him. But I hate him, I am disgusted by him. Because I tried to work it out and I try to overlook,only I have hung myself on this noose of denial that will soon strangle whats left of love in me. what is left to love in the next him. Because the ones before him, where just like him. loving loving loving and then sucking whats left of love in me.
I have a very unhealthy obsession right now. However I need this obsession to take my mind of things that are supposedly important but I’d rather not deal with at this moment. That important thing will soon in reality be unimportant if I can stay on this track. For this important thing is not fit to be important
Hi tumblr, nice to meet you. needed to off load my thoughts and not to an ear but to a slate that can be wiped clean when im done. oh yeah this the world wipe web.scratch the “wiped clean” part. Good nite. I have to subject myself to the torturous prob and statistics